ibis ghost

I have had xenon headlamps in all of my last cars since 1998. I've noticed I cannot see with these headlamps. I didn't notice that it was an option for these cars so I'd like to add the feature to my van. Has anyone else added xenon headlamps to their van and what was your experience? *Note: I'm not speaking of those blue bulbs you buy, im talking about the xenon/hid bulbs with the power supply. Thanks in advance and im really loving my van!